Update!!!

Well, first of all we are in Mississippi visiting Jeremy's sister Sarah and her Husband Bob and their 8 children. YES 8!! Oh and one on the way. They live in the country on 5 acres! it's so beautiful out here. We just love it. If they had good jobs out here we'd probably move. Saturday we were chopping down trees, splitting logs, riding a golf cart and enjoying a beautiful log home in the hundred acre woods.lol! We joke and call it that because these people live on 100 Acres and live in the woods. The girls are lovin it. I can't post pictures yet because I don't have my cord to download the pictures off my camera so you'll just have to wait.

Wednesday we are going to another couples house for lunch and they have a beautiful log cabin on 120 Acres. All the people here are just so nice and welcoming. Also my SIL is also pregnant and she had an ultra sound done at 9 weeks. I'm 10 weeks now kind of. So we watched the tape of her Ultra sound last night.

WOW!!! WHAT AN EYE OPENER!!! It's not a pea, or a line or a dot. It was a full baby with arms going and legs kicking and a head and everything. Jeremy and I sat there like a deer caught in head lights in shock of what we were seeing. We were not expecting this little person to be so distinct and big. Oh, it was amazing, but heart breaking all at the same time because now we have a pretty good idea our baby doesn't have a chance. Yes, I know God can do anything. He can perform a miracle, but my little human mind can not comprehend such a miracle. He would be back at creation again making something out of nothing and saying, "OK now hurry up and catch up because you're supposed to be 10 weeks old already and your parents don't think you're coming." I just can't see it. We have excepted the fact that we probably are going to lose our baby. We are just waiting for it to happen. I have decided not to have the D and C for right now. Surgery scares me and I can't handle it right now.

I hope you all have a wonderful Thanksgiving holiday!!