A really hard time...

is what I am going through right now.

Tomorrow is my due date for my baby I lost last November. Most of you may remember last November I had a really hard miscarriage. You are welcome to read it, but it is detailed. I just shared what I went through. I wish I had known what to expect at the time. It was hard on my whole family. I don't ever want to go through it again and I hope I can be there for others when they are going through it.

The fact that I should be going into labor this week is totally consuming me right now and I pray God will comfort me and calm my broken heart.

This is a minor detail that only I would remember. I thought I'd share. Typing things out or writing things down helps me cope.

I hope you all have a great weekend.

Input please!!!

OK, so I am having issues with Hallie's hair. She's beautiful and unfortunately knows her hair bothers me. My big mouth!! I need help.

These pictures of her hair are about 4 years ago. A cute short bob that really brought out her curls and it wasn't messy and frizzy.

look how cute, right out of bed!!

Angled around her face

And my precious one Now!

Now she was playing, but there has to be a better way to tame her hair and she can play with out it looking like this.

I would like bangs and a bob again. Jeremy likes long hair, but isopend to suggestions and I'm not sure if that is best for her. I have tried products, but that can be expensive and I don't always have time to put stuff in it and they don't always work.

Any suggestion?? What do you think of the bob? Do you think she is too old for that again? Do you think it was cute because it was baby hair still, although she was almost 4. Do you think the Bob may solve the problem? Please help me and you can refer your hair expert friends here for their opinions too.

Thanks ladies!

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A Tender Heart

There's nothing like a 2 year old coming to you on her own and saying,

"I sawyee mommy." with tear streaked cheeks.

Thank you Lord for tender hearts!!

Surprise trip!!

I am so excited. Jeremy surprised us yesterday with the news we are taking a family trip to Pennsylvania to visit my family!! Yahoo!!!!

Thank you Jesus!!!
See ya in a couple weeks Grandam and Pop-pop and Uncle Eddie

and Bruiser,(that's from Heidi)

My gorgeous new firplace!!

The Yucky before, Except Heidi,lol.

And After!!!

*Sigh*

(Relaxed)

Thank you Lord!!
My husband did a good job too!